It's so hard mourning someone you don't want to be with

2021.12.08 23:15 hanxperc It's so hard mourning someone you don't want to be with

I hate you, I truly do. If not hate, then I have incredibly harsh feelings towards you. I hate that you permanently ruined me and many other girls. I hate that you can just live your life, free of any repercussions of anything you’ve ever done. You’re horrible. But in some incredibly fucked up way I still feel something for you. I don’t know what it is, but it’s something. I still crave the connection we had. I don’t have feelings for you, and I don’t want to be with you ever again, but I still crave you. And I hate you. It’s been months and I’m still sitting here crying over you and I don’t know why. I’m legitimately terrified some sick fucking part of me still has feelings for you after what you did. This would be so much simpler if you were just a piece of shit who fucked me over; but he manipulated, betrayed, and used me, you sexually assaulted multiple girls, and you’re now full of hateful views. I hate that I looked up to you like no one else. I gave you every part of me and I would’ve given you the world. You were MY world and I was temporary, just a support system. Nothing else. When you got tired of me you stopped holding back. I still feel so stupid and unloveable. I’m scared I’m never going to fit in anywhere and no one will feel the same about me as I feel about them. I’m scared no one will ever make me feel how you made me feel, even if it wasn’t real. It happened with -, it happened with -, and it happened with you. I don’t know how I’m ever supposed to get past this. I have no fucking clue how to cope. Actually, I lied, I do, but it’s hard. I just don’t know how to deal with all these emotions because I feel so much and I don’t even know what I feel. I’ve never felt this before. I’ve never felt so much betrayal and disgust, yet simultaneously still mourning the loss of you. You’re not physically dead, but you may as well be. The person I knew is dead. I don’t know who this person is and I don’t know how to deal with it.
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2021.12.08 23:15 alexjohnsonphoto My well loved M6.

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2021.12.08 23:15 Pileofgarbage36 Random Pokémon day 67 Arctovish

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2021.12.08 23:15 Wudarski Corinthians vence o São Paulo por 3x1 e se consagra campeão paulista mais uma vez

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2021.12.08 23:15 AaronTheDort Birthday stream!! Come hangout!

It was my birthday yesterday but I had class all day so I am celebrating tonight! Come drop by, gonna play a variety of games! Answer the question of the day: What is the weirdest thing you have seen in someone else’s home?
https://www.twitch.tv/aaronthedort
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2021.12.08 23:15 UhPhrasing so close..

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2021.12.08 23:15 lovelove_lovelove Story of my life

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2021.12.08 23:15 1R34LYSUCK4T7H1SG4M3 [XB1] H: Cultist Backpack Plan W: Caps

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2021.12.08 23:15 CalebTx Any song suggestions?

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2021.12.08 23:15 Casayoto Can't read popups

Can't read popups I just purchased and installed foundry. No mods, just doing basic setup. The popups all have clear backgrounds and are very difficult to read since it's black on black/grey. I've tried uninstalling and reinstalling several times and nothing has changed. Any suggestions?

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2021.12.08 23:15 tewamour Menstrual Cycle

To those who haven’t done any procedures other than anti thyroid medications, did your period stop? I’ve been on anti thyroid medications. Mine stopped 3 years ago, I was diagnosed 4 years ago. The doctors don’t seem worried. I mention it every doctor visit. Also, if you did have surgery, did your cycle come back? Not having a period hasn’t affected me either. Never gained weight. No pain. No cramps.
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2021.12.08 23:15 Gonuts4u 5 Reshiram raids on me 9963 5229 5912

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2021.12.08 23:15 zhangsongan My dark mode main page

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2021.12.08 23:15 No-Zookeepergame-982 Olanzapine & ashwagandha

Hey so im prescribed olanzapine , ive been taking it since i was 18 and have had almost no problems with it , my only problem is i am depressed and need to be put on an anti depressant but none of them have worked for me and ive read up somewhere that ashwagandha is a good adjunct medicine to olanzapine and i was just wondering if anybody had any info on it and if anybody has ever tried it for themselves because im really stuck right now and im lost at what to do and its kind of my last resort , i am too anxious and very low , i have a great life and things are going good , im just down in the dumps all the time and cant fully enjoy life right now
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2021.12.08 23:15 helloperator9 Thom

Just listening to the Wheel of Time soundtrack - Season 1 Vol 2 - and picked up on a pretty decent show spoiler.
Halfway through the penultimate track - Reunited - the acoustic guitar sound comes through which was used a couple of times in Episode 3 for Thom's scenes when he was being a badass.
Hmm!
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2021.12.08 23:15 projectfreek SCHNITZEL HATS LOL - RADDA-RADDA

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2021.12.08 23:15 Niskara Abby? That you?

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2021.12.08 23:15 Critical_Minute_5683 Looking for scholarship

If you want to know more about myself If you want to know more about myself
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I assure you that I will be no burden to you and your team. I will even extend my hands in helping your community's growth Hi! My name is Jennifer H. Ramayramay, 48 years of age, from the Philippines. You can call me Eper, for short. I am a student, so if I will be able to bag this scholarship it will be if big help not only for me but for my family, specially now that we are still in the pandemic.
I have a wide gaming experience it may be in pc or in mobile. I have played ML, COC, COD, DOTA, PUBG and POKEMON GO. I can easily adapt to different type if game styles or gameplay. I have experience playing axie as well. I was to able to hit more than the qouta needed for a day, to hit 1300mmr mark.
I am very confident with my knowledge and skills, for I have said before I have the experience. I will dedicate my time, loyalty and effort if I will be choosen.
I assure you that I will be no burden to you and your team. I will even extend my hands in helping yourIf you want to know more about myself
Hi! My name is Jennifer H. Ramayramay, 48 years of age, from the Philippines. You can call me Eper, for short. I am a hardworking person, so if I will be able to bag this scholarship it will be if big help not only for me but for my family, specially now that we are still in the pandemic.
I have a wide gaming experience it may be in pc or in mobile. I have played ML, COC, COD, DOTA, PUBG and POKEMON GO. I can easily adapt to different type if game styles or gameplay. I have experience playing axie as well. I was to able to hit more than the qouta needed for a day, to hit 1300mmr mark.
I am very confident with my knowledge and skills, for I have said before I have the experience. I will dedicate my time, loyalty and effort if I will be choosen.
I assure you that I will be no burden to you and your team. I will even extend my hands in helping your community's growth community's growth
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2021.12.08 23:15 luqmanzaemuri If the theory about teach having the kraken fruit is true, how strong is he going to be? Well.....

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2021.12.08 23:15 Uncle-Mario Gained Back Most of Weight Back, Restarting

Hello, I used keto and IF to lose about 45 lbs before covid. I am 6', and I dropped from 250 to 195, I was so in shape I almost had a six-pack. Lockdowns, staying home for a whole year, and my ill discipline took that away from me, now I'm back to 240. I am restarting with a 3-Day fast to break the plateau. I need some advice and encouragement. I know most of the basics: I got my electrolyte supplement, I got my herbal teas, I have been doing low carb (50g or lower) for a few days to get into some ketosis before I start.
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2021.12.08 23:15 AaronTheDort Birthday stream!! Come hangout!

It was my birthday yesterday but I had class all day so I am celebrating tonight! Come drop by, gonna play a variety of games! Answer the question of the day: What is the weirdest thing you have seen in someone else’s home?
https://www.twitch.tv/aaronthedort
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2021.12.08 23:15 ManFrom2018 The people who attack abortion clinics are the only Republicans with integrity

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2021.12.08 23:15 aswinstingy Is Eudora worth upgrading?

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2021.12.08 23:15 Zealousideal-Fun1425 Prediction: tomorrow will be a big green candle day.

I know, I know…
“Again, again, again, again, again…”
Yes. And if not tomorrow, the next day.
We just learned some valuable information: how many shares have been DRS’d as of 10/31. I imagine this news is going to cause some apes to want to DRS more/the rest of their shares.
And the earnings report, overall, was good.
LRC is on a bull run right now (giving apes who held more ammo to buy GME if they so choose).
Tomorrow is a prime day for an announcement in my opinion. Kinda feels like the stars aligned just a tad bit.
And then some people get paid on Friday so if nothing happens tomorrow, there’s always…
Tomorrow.
Not financial advice.
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